Sep 1

I haven’t been posting a lot lately, and you know something, it’s for no good reason. I could say that I had gotten a little sloppy and the time spent hitting the gym, and the treadmill had taken it’s course, and I might even be right. I could say that I had been emotionally drained for personal problems, but I don’t really have any. The truth is, quite frankly, I was just simply tired of looking at these words. The strange part of it all, was that I wasn’t tired of the truth I was writing, but of my truth. I’m working on a podcast as we speak, but one of the problems with my life had been I have been under the correct assumption, that if I wasn’t on, I should just go home. Which is to say, that I was always the life of the party; I was always the funny one, and as time rolled on, the pressure of being the funny one has gotten me into more trouble than it was worth. One of my problems, however, was that as I was feeling pressure to be the witty entertaining guy with the long blond hair and went out of my way to be the unassuming guy without topics, and without controversy, I realized very quickly that I hated that guy. I like the guy I am, I guess I don’t like the pressure, but it’s not that much pressure so I’ll deal. Soooo, with that said, I have tons of shit to write about, and tons of shit to say, just not tonight. I went out to dinner (on a Tuesday, which is when everyone wants to hang out), and I’m kind of tired. I’m sorry about the delay in blog entries, but they will return.